Wednesday, January 20, 2010

eeep





ok so i actually had a long weekend and i didnt get the chance to post the haps. but it goes like this, i got a hamster last saturday and hes a white russian hamster, therefore i named him lebowski. if you havent seen the movie "the big lebowski" then go see in now because its a classic and is probably one of the best movies of all time. you see, the dudes favourite drink is a white russian(obvious) so i named my hamster lebowski cause he is a white russian. im gunna get him a little rug to tie his cage together.
on sunday my zombie photo shoot didnt work out so well cause it was fuckin raining. but amanda, morgan, hannah, carly, and adam came over. adam had to leave for a little bit cause he was gunna go to his sister's recital, but she got sick so he came back. during the time that he was gone, it was just me and amanda cause people had stuff to do. she proceeded to tell me that her bf, who happens to be my ex, was telling her not to hang with me because apparently im still pill popping. which i am not. i knew that he didnt want her hanging with me because he cheated on her with yours truely before i met her, so he didnt want me to tell her. well he pissed me off telling her im still a drug addict, so i told her on monday that he cheated on her. she punched a wall and broke her hand.
me and adam have been talking again(hes some ex that i fell in love with but then he cheated on me). and ive actually been getting along with melissa(the girl he left me for), but i know for a fact that its terrible for my psyche to be talking to them. i just do it anyway because im a masochist. but actually i feel like under different circumstances me and melissa would be great friends. she went through alot of stuff that i have, so i sort of relate to her. adams been listening to me rant because apparently he missed hearing me talk about nonsense. but i sort of need that. someone putting up with my booshit.
on mlk day it was my sisters 2 year anniversary of her car accident. shes getting better, but its still rough. that brought up some emotions, but i was talking to melissa for a while about it so i guess that made me feel better. i still have nightmares.

2 comments:

  1. Sorry I did not bother looking at your blog until now, I've been busy this week.

    I hope you're having a blast at work ritenao! It disturbed me a little that you have to seem pretty for tips. Won't voice that of which it reminds me...

    :D I have found a nifty I-am-smart invocation instead of therefore, to use the term ergo.

    Did Russia remind you of Lebowski? If I were you, as I'm not, I'd go with Pyotr. But what do I know. [I'm tired, I know not to begin sentences with prepositions and such. It's an invokement or whatever]

    Gee, I'm tired.

    ANYWAY, yay for favourite.

    :( I like fucking rain. No experience doing so in the rain as of yet.

    w00t not pill popping! *thumbs up*

    I'm not stepping into your relationship drama. I was left for pure maths *wail*

    I must duly apologise for causing unintended nightmares.

    Ooh, I'm nearly exactly 24 hours post factum! :DDD

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  2. Also, your blog's clock is off.

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